Mothers; Pain; part!

I liked when it was just my older sister and I, never imagined my mother adding to the addition bumbling me to be the middle child! I was the most excited and full of joy when my mother delivered the news via telephone that she was expecting a baby girl in a few months. It is supposed to be the most celebrating time for my mother and the family but it wasn't! I heard more commotion between my grandmother, aunts, uncles and my sis Sophia. I wish I could have brought some sunshine to my mothers life during that time, but I didn't know what to do but just be there..besides I was just a child..so i had to stay in a child's place..I wish i didn't tho.. but now I know..